Redemption

Ugh. Sorry about yesterday's post. My attempts to keep this blog upbeat and positive are failing! But as time goes on, I'm realising that the lows are as important as the highs. There is no point only posting when things are good because it presents an artificially sweet window on my world.

One of the (many) things I hate about Facebook is the way people present only their 'edited highlights' rather than the whole truth. So I've changed my mind about this blog. It will be 'warts and all' from now on... Well - truthfully it always was, I suppose, but I'm going to stop apologising for it! Haha.

In any case, I'm feeling brighter. I made an executive decision to go into college today, even though I don't have lectures and the train fare is £12. My lecturers are least busy on a Monday so hopefully they'll be able to spare some time to help me. And at the very least, I'll get more done in the library than I would sat on the sofa.

So. Hopefully by this evening I will have defeated the dreaded equilibria. It has been painful. But as people often say, it's not the subject you're really learning. You're learning how to learn.